Thanks to For The First Time by The Script and my trip back to TKSS yesterday, my tears just wouldn't stop flowing for one whole night...
The hall was awkwardly empty. I remembered how we squeezed last year during teacher's day celebration, I still remember the outfit that I wore on that day (flowery top with 7/8 white pants), and I still have all the pictures from last year's celebration, K-Box, Pastamania with Mr Yee, trying on shades with Kai Yee...
All the memories just struck my mind wildly. I went to 4E1 classroom with Kai Yee and Diep and was astonished by the new colour of the wall. And we found a "changing room" at the back of the classroom, just like what we had when we were back in 3E1
"I miss the smell of this classroom," said Kai Yee.
And yeah, 3E1...
When I woke up yesterday morning, I've promised myself that if I met Novia at school I'd look into her eyes and gave her my best smile. I wanted to tell her that I've really forgiven her now, that I wanted to start everything all over again, at the place where we started everything two years ago...
Too bad, I didn't see her at all...
Seems like this is a punishment for me; but this is just too cruel. I saw almost everyone in the school, but why couldn't I see her? I heard her family now is not doing as well, I wanted to ask how is she doing now? It's her Oos...year, a very crucial time of her life. I just want to know if someone who used to draw a smile on my lips is doing well or not.
Is that too much that I'm asking for?
Really, if God gives me another chance to see her, I'll definitely look into her eyes and give her my best smile. Even though it's a good bye smile, even though it's my last chance to see her, still, I'll give her my best smile.
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years, just now got the feeling that we're meeting...
For the first time...
